I'm feeling like there is just something in my...
My hearts dropped. My body feels weak. It’s just the initial panic. I’ll be okay. I’ve got you behind me. Everyone really helps. Leaving you hurts. but, I know looking forward to seeing you again will get me through. i won’t forget about you Please, never forget about me. ((last post))
It’s so crazy how one minute I’m telling myself “don’t get attached” “just think of it as JUST SEX” Im attached. It’s not just sex. This is so much more than that.
You make me feel so amazing.
I’m so glad I met you.
Top 5 things I'm hating about leaving
1: Leaving my family.
2: The dog I've had for over 10 years is dying. He will be gone the next time I come home.
3: Fear of disappointment.
4: Possibility of losing something that I could see blossom into something amazing.
5: I always push myself to hard but lately I've been too easy on myself. I need to find a balance of how much to push myself while I'm there.
End: I'm done venting(:
Always on my mind.
Every evening before I sleep. I have great dreams(:
Silly little butterflies And Flush cheeks
I smile instantaneously
when your name pops up in my phone. I enjoy our conversations. only having letters will suck but it’ll make the wait better. I can’t wait for when I come back.
and just like that my heart sank like an anchor thrown over just to pull...– Tristan Marie Smith; (Myself) [depthsof-theheart.tumblr.com]